October 15th, 2008 by parad0xx
(in no particular order)
They never say what i want them to say. They take too long to type. They get misinterpret (at least in my case). They can mean too much to people. I dont know how to make them sound good. O dont read mails and text messages. I think faster than I write. I rather call the person. Sometimes I dont have enough to say to a person to fill an entire page. They’re not private. You get no immediate reply. Sometimes you get no reply at all. I never really feel like Im saying what i really want the reader to hear. Someone other than the recipient could read it. Someone might laugh at it. It could get sent to a wrong person. Im really just too lazy to type. People wont appreciate what im really saying to them when its not coming from my mouth.
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September 23rd, 2008 by parad0xx
*puff* *puff*
through smoke i build my own image
blow it away and build my own world again..
see how so sudden it vanish
*puff* *puff*
through smoke i breathe
i laugh, i smile..
then i blow it away
then so sudden i see its not real
*puff* *puff*
through smoke i live as someone else
i portray a role as a meager who abuse power
i play as a laughing baby that no one can resist
blow it away, then i realize i have no idea who i am
*puff* *puff*
through smoke i shake
break and bleed
blow it away then i face reality,
no one can revive me
*puff* *puff*
through smoke i become lifeless
hold back a tear, steal lives
once again soul suicide take place
*puff* *puff*
through smoke im a goddess
they beg, they cry,
they die, no matter how they pacify
*puff* *puff*
through smoke justice is useless
love is not enough,
freedom is what they cry for, then probably freedom is.
*puff (again)*
i long to be hold and they always leave.
exhale..
*puff* *puff*
through smoke..
i live, i die
then i live and i die over and over.
through smoke..
i uncover heaven and hell,
vanish through a spell.
how can i say life is fair?
no one is here, you cant find me here in me.
these life ruiner i take as my respirator are all whats in here.
who need fresh air, when all i wanna do is stop breathing?
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September 2nd, 2008 by parad0xx
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